Dec 24, 2008

happy birthday jesus

oh man. hah.

this christmas/new years will be sweet. so so stoked.

ps. i think i got a sweet fisheye.

xxxxx crossing mah fingerz!

Dec 7, 2008

meh, the semester is pretty much over and done with. i'm excited about this.
___


i thought no control was fun, but i miss some kind of structure. i know i'm having a moment right now. i don't know.

right now, today, december 7 2008 , i feel lost and like something is missing.

i just want a hug.

Dec 6, 2008

Nov 30, 2008

shrink!

imma start shrinkin'!

coffee/water/tea/cigarettes

in addition, two meals per day ,

breakfast/lunch
breakfast/dinner
lunch/dinner
dinner/4th meal ,haha

i don't know what my weight is now(it might be like somewhere between 115-120), but i want to get down to 105.
im also going to try to work out in some way twice a week.


wish me luck!

Nov 26, 2008

well

the Hershey cherry kisses make me feel good on the inside.

Nov 22, 2008

Nov 16, 2008

intervention

i need to have one with myself and try and see what it is that makes me so worried about everything.
it's getting really out of hand these days and putting a strain on a lot of different parts of my life.
it's not even over stuff that is really there or that should even matter. i hate it.

change is never easy. nor does it happen over night, and there are bound to be mistakes along the way. but damnit if i'm not giving it my all.

i wish i knew all the things to say at the right moments that would make any situation better.

there's no use crying over any of this, so i'm going to save those tears for when i really get hurt and fall down .

one step at a time i suppose, here's to step one.

love you.

Nov 15, 2008

:]

smile today!
it's not that bad.

/end transmission.

Oct 24, 2008

missing 5k+

photos.


i'm pro with the ctrl+a , delete.

Oct 15, 2008

happy 365/6!!

what an exciting 365-- well 366 because it's been a leap year, days!


stokedstokedstokedstoked!!!!


ps.

265.89...

!



what can you get for that price you ask?

a week long hotel party motherfuckers!

dived by 6(or more) fucking amazing people....

=
45 bucks a person.

the more , the cheaper!


pitch in and you can stay!

Oct 11, 2008

time.

it's actually the 15th.

but does it really matter?


no, no it doesn't.

Oct 6, 2008

it's been a minute

it's October. i couldn't be happier about this.
October means to me:

-Hoodies
-Hunt Club
-Halloween
-Fall weather
-GOOD TIMES!


seriously, everything is so much better in October, best month every
Well, more like August-October-November .

December-July WORST MONTHS

rant time.

I want to punch two of my teachers. They are idiots with a degree, the worst kind of people to have a degree. Cocky and arrogant douche bags.

Neither one will actually LISTEN to what you are asking of them or what you are trying to explain to them without cutting your off mid-sentence to tell you that you are completely wrong. They are "king" of their "castle" and what they say goes, even if they ask you to come up with your own ideas, if it differs from either of theirs [ which it would slightly because it is YOUR creation...] it's wrong and problematic. On top of that, when asking for help, you shall never receive any without them making your feel like you are an idiot for asking a question. What i think it boils down to is that they are just jealous that your ideas and creations are far better than they could have ever come up with on their own.

this is to you , you cocky and arrogant douche bags and sorry excuses for professors, it's your job to encourage, assist, share knowledge and most of all ,help. It is not your job to ridicule , patronize and start arguments with your students who have already paid for your mortgages, gas, shitty food, shitty clothes and overly priced star bucks coffee and matching mug to fit the month.

I paid for your help, don't start shit with me.

karma is a bitch mother fuckers.

Sep 11, 2008

Aug 20, 2008

can you see it?


mr.evil clown

&&&

be on your best behavior...


SANTA


IS COMING TO TOWN!

pacific ave & 30th st


:]

Aug 10, 2008

i feel like this

not really

but this cheers me up:

Aug 6, 2008

happy august 6th !

so i finally got the pictures from the fireworks off my camera...







watch out!!.


Jul 28, 2008

fun nights, sleepy days

last night we all went to steppin' out and saw hieroglyphics and a couple other hip hop groups.

it was my first time being at a show like that and at steppin' out.

i liked the vibe.

very nice. hopefully more to come.

Jul 27, 2008

hey cutie




good movie.


]][[

i do my best on 4 hrs of sleep.
haha

Jul 21, 2008

groggy

i need to sleep more.

this isn't fun.


when i get off today i don't know what i'm going to do, im going to guess it's going to have something to do with going to the beach.

Jul 20, 2008

hanging over out

+apple sauce
+cracker jacks
+tea +water
+mini fan
+bagel





-sleep

Jul 19, 2008

humidity humblity

it's so muggy out!

satan must be visiting.

work 3-8 today.

very niiice.



last.fm is being lame! i can't hear the musiqqq!!




Jul 17, 2008

sushi

i could really go for some today.
or some happy buffet.

on a slightly more impressive note.

in the last 2 days, i've finished my 40z.
go me.

Jul 16, 2008

morning sunshine

7:00 am
woke up
showered

7:30 am
left to go to church

8:10 am
left church
went to mcdonalds

8:20 am
ate my food
drove to work

8:34am
parked at work
walked toward the buliding


8:43am
borrowed a lighter
smoked a camel light

8:51 am
clocked in
opened giftshop


i feel i did a lot today before work.
i think i get off at 2 today, but i am not sure.
what i am sure of though, is that i want to go back to sleep.


Note to self,
Watching more than one episode of Intervention can ruin your outlook on life for the day.

Jul 15, 2008

afternoon tea

i want to start doing more stuff with my camera.. and i will be on friday!

im doing a photoshoot with tiffany and a model that she's going to bring with her. so excited. i hope everything turns out well.


i better charge my batteries!



Jul 14, 2008

beach lyfe






today at
there will be no parking of the employees on the property.
lame


][][][][


last night was very nice.

guess! guess!
i made that!!!




Jul 13, 2008

here i am.

everyone stopped using livejournal...
..


today i am working at the


I need to work 31 hours one week and 26 hours the other week in order for me to have a 300 + paycheck.



isn't that nice...



i get off at 2 today and then i will get to see



at the