shrink!

imma start shrinkin'!

coffee/water/tea/cigarettes

in addition, two meals per day ,

breakfast/lunch
breakfast/dinner
lunch/dinner
dinner/4th meal ,haha

i don't know what my weight is now(it might be like somewhere between 115-120), but i want to get down to 105.
im also going to try to work out in some way twice a week.


wish me luck!

well

the Hershey cherry kisses make me feel good on the inside.

new life goal

be a motherfuckin' pimmmp.

intervention

i need to have one with myself and try and see what it is that makes me so worried about everything.
it's getting really out of hand these days and putting a strain on a lot of different parts of my life.
it's not even over stuff that is really there or that should even matter. i hate it.

change is never easy. nor does it happen over night, and there are bound to be mistakes along the way. but damnit if i'm not giving it my all.

i wish i knew all the things to say at the right moments that would make any situation better.

there's no use crying over any of this, so i'm going to save those tears for when i really get hurt and fall down .

one step at a time i suppose, here's to step one.

love you.

:]

smile today!
it's not that bad.

/end transmission.