intervention

i need to have one with myself and try and see what it is that makes me so worried about everything.
it's getting really out of hand these days and putting a strain on a lot of different parts of my life.
it's not even over stuff that is really there or that should even matter. i hate it.

change is never easy. nor does it happen over night, and there are bound to be mistakes along the way. but damnit if i'm not giving it my all.

i wish i knew all the things to say at the right moments that would make any situation better.

there's no use crying over any of this, so i'm going to save those tears for when i really get hurt and fall down .

one step at a time i suppose, here's to step one.

love you.